new day, new way

hey guys

im so sorry i stopped posting for so long.

in the mean time i felt like it was actually a good thing. i kinda stopped thinking about thin thin thin all the time! i took a lot of danceclasses and have kept myself busy, and it wasnt even all to lose weight! great, right?

except that now i hurt my ankle, and i cant walk anymore. well, since yesterday i can walk a little. but ive been doing nothing, absolutely nothing for a week and a half now!!

first of all im bored to death! and its not like i started a new diet since i stopped moving completely..and, yeah i guess you guessed it.. here i am again. looking for thinspo on the internet, making deals with myself etc.

for the past few days ive been obsessing about the arms, waist and most importantly legs of emo girls. whats up with that scene, all the girls, and boys for that matter!! are so skinny. i think its the skinny jeans ;)

i really admire girls who get so skinny. i cant help it. i get jealous.

m